I am still in the middle of figuring out where I belong in this life. I am pretty sure that I will ever know that. Where do I fit in? Sometimes when I think about it, I feel like am just going through a self pity phase and just need to get out of it. I see my life going by and I feel I have done nothing with it. At least nothing that would mean anything to anyone after I am gone. Is that even what my life should be about? Am I here to leave an impact on others' lives? I feel like I should be out there capturing moments of my life that I could feel truly excited about, things like saving the rain forest or fighting for a cause that will only give me laryngitis and land me in jail but will not amount to anything other than my face and name plastered all over the newspapers and news but will die down and everyone will forget moments later when the next passionate believer does the same.
Here I sit in my kitchen posting to a blog that very few read and watching my daughter dance and sing to the Fresh Beat Band and then it brings a smile to my face and I realize that yes, there is still time to make that impact and bring my children up the best way that I know how and know that what I did made an impact on them and that maybe, just maybe I did make an impact on a friend or maybe even a complete stranger and they in turn, made an impact on someone else.
Read on followers and I will be sure to disappoint or not. HAVE A GREAT DAY!!
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